Editing Jessica Yamada (section)

==History==

===Background===
It took her eight years to train as a psychologist.<ref>Nothing that graphic, but the penalties are severe, and they include extensive jail time, and forfeiting the credentials it took me eight years to get. - [[Interlude 18.z]]</ref> She went to graduate school.<ref name="18.z 1">Waiting nervously, restless in her inability to offer any assistance at all in a crisis like this, she headed up to the roof and bummed a cigarette from one of the interns, smoking for the first time since grad school.<br/>[...]<br/>Jessica sat on the edge of the roof, legs dangling.  She was on her fifth cigarette. - [https://parahumans.wordpress.com/2013/02/07/interlude-18-donation-bonus-3/ Excerpt] from [[Interlude 18.z]]</ref>

===Post-[[Battle against Leviathan|Leviathan]]===
She saw [[Shadow Stalker]] after she was kidnapped and tortured by [[Regent]] and the [[Undersiders]].

===Post-[[Slaughterhouse Nine]]===
On June 16th, 2011, she saw [[Glory Girl]] and [[Sveta]] at the [[Parahuman Asylum]].

On June 17th she saw [[Clockblocker]], [[Weld]], and [[Flechette]] in the [[Brockton Bay]] [[Wards]]. She warned [[Miss Militia]] that her Wards were suffering from low morale. On June 18th she saw [[Kid Win]] and [[Vista]].

On June 19th she was called in to cover for a colleague named Richmond.

On June 20th she saw [[Clockblocker]], but the Mayoral debate was attacked by [[Coil]], disrupting things. At 6am the next morning, she had a conversation with [[Eidolon]] about his problems.<ref name="18.z"/>

===Post-[[Battle against Echidna|Echidna]]===
Mrs. Yamada was present during [[Skitter's Surrender]].

She had to deal with one of her patients' disappointment after hearing the news about the [[Cauldron]] treatment.<ref name="23.4 e1">“I’m so sorry I’m late.  I never do this,” Mrs. Yamada said.  She entered the office, a raincoat, boots and a messenger bag in her arms, her hair a touch damp, clearly flustered.  “What a way to start us off.  I’m so embarrassed.”<br/>[...]<br/>“It’s a matter of professional courtesy,” she said, more like she was talking to herself than to me.  She was still getting herself sorted out, her raincoat hung up, rain boots replaced with slippers she’d been holding beneath the coat.  “Being prompt, it indicates that I respect and value your time.  You can’t confide in me if I don’t respect you.”<br/><br/>''Respect me?''<br/><br/>I looked down at the floor for a moment.  She was looking at me when I raised my eyes to her.  “With all sincerity, it was due to forces entirely out of my control, with complications at every turn.”<br/><br/>“Bureaucracy,” I said.<br/><br/>“You’re not wrong,” she said, “But it was something else.  A patient of mine, institutionalized, she’s reacted badly to certain events in the last month.  Someone she idolized left the Wards, and-”<br/><br/>I could see her stop, composing herself, the stress and preoccupied attitude melting away.<br/><br/>“-And this isn’t about that.  This session is about you.”- [https://parahumans.wordpress.com/2013/06/01/drone-23-4/ Excerpt] from [[Drone 23.4]]</ref> She was paid a visit, and her patient accepted an invitation to the [[Irregulars]].<ref name="27.5e2">“Sveta idolizes me.  She sees me as a hero, a spokesperson for our kind.  Her therapist asked me to come visit, because she heard about what happened in the [[Echidna]] attack, what Cauldron was doing.  All of her progress, gone.  So her therapist wanted her hero to show up.  Give her guidance, support.  It worked.”<br/><br/>“That’s a good thing, isn’t it?” [[Taylor|I asked.]]  I saw Eidolon open fire, not a dramatic attack, but a subtle one, a series of darts that left dark streaks in the air.  My entire body tensed, as if I could jump into the fight. - [https://parahumans.wordpress.com/2013/08/24/extinction-27-5/ Excerpt] from [[Extinction 27.5]]</ref>

After a rocky start, Mrs. Yamada settled into being the primary therapist for [[Weaver]].<ref>Taylor was Yamada’s patient, for most of her stay in the Wards. - [https://parahumans.wordpress.com/2013/11/02/teneral-e-1/#comment-51079 Comment] by Wildbow on [[Teneral e.1]]</ref>

===Post-[[Gold Morning]]===
In the aftermath of Gold Morning, she had a session with the [[Glaistig Uaine|Green Maiden]].<ref>[[Teneral e.1]]</ref> She also assisted with [[Damsel of Distress II|a new research project]].<ref>[[Eclipse x.1]]</ref><ref>[[Eclipse x.5]]</ref>

===Early [[Ward]]===
She formed a [[Chatroom group|therapy group]] in the two years before the [[Wardens]] offered her a long term position.<ref name="II2.5 e6">“With the full-time position I’m taking with the Wardens, I have the chance to help a lot of critical individuals.  The people I’ll be helping will be people who can help a lot of people in turn.  An incredible number, in some cases.  As attached as I am to my current patient caseload, and as much as I would like to take you on as a patient, it made the most sense to go this route.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2017/12/23/flare-2-5/ Excerpt] from [[Flare 2.5]]</ref>

After a meeting with then distraught [[Victoria Dallon]], she attempted to persuade [[Amy Dallon]] to seek professional help and maintain distance with her sister. Instead, Amy suggested introducing Victoria back into hero business and warned Jessica about Jessica's impeding burnout.<ref name="II16.y">[[Interlude 16.y II]]</ref> In subsequent days, Jessica started reducing her workload and recovering her private life.<ref>I’d cut back on my workload prior, started to find my way back to who I used to be, old hobbies, old interests.  I tried to hunt down people I knew, through the internet. - [https://www.parahumans.net/2019/10/19/sundown-17-6/ Excerpt] from [[Sundown 17.6]]</ref>

As the therapy group increasingly gained the ambition to become a hero group, Jessica reached out first to [[Weld]] and then to Victoria to speak to them.<ref>“When Jessica- When Mrs. Yamada asked me to sit in with the group and help out.  She asked Weld first, didn’t she?”<br/><br/>“Ah, you caught that,” Sveta said.  The smile disappeared.  “I’m sorry.  I wasn’t sure if you did, and I didn’t want to risk hurting your feelings.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2018/02/17/shade-4-6/ Excerpt] from [[Shade 4.6]]</ref> As Victoria spent more time with the group, she noticed something wrong with the group, a feeling Jessica agreed with but could not discuss due to confidentiality.<ref>“You’re not wrong,” Jessica Yamada said.<br/><br/>I stared out over the water.  There was something sinister at play with the team.<br/>[...]<br/>“Double agent?  Someone under the influence of another?” I asked.<br/><br/>“Telling you would be telling you who,” Jessica said.  “Which, unfortunately, would be betraying confidence.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2018/02/24/shadow-5-1/ Excerpt] from [[Shadow 5.1]]</ref>

===Post-[[Mathers Compound Assault|Fallen fall]]===
Jessica became unresponsive to calls and texts immediately following the portal sabotage by [[The Fallen]]<ref>Each and every one of us had one name in common, someone they cared about, and for some, one of the only responsible adult figures who cared about them in turn.  She had every reason to be right at the epicenter, which didn’t make it better.
Today had proven more than anything that these guys still needed her.  What the hell was this team going to do without its therapist? - [https://www.parahumans.net/2018/05/11/pitch-6-9/ Excerpt] from [[Pitch 6.9]]</ref>. In her absence, Victoria tried to fill her role in helping the therapy group.<ref>''I don’t know how I’m going to help these guys, Jessica.''<br/><br/>I found myself actually hesitating before approaching Sveta, Tristan and Chris.  The group had lost two of its members and its mentor in a matter of nine days. - [https://www.parahumans.net/2018/06/05/torch-7-5/ Excerpt] from [[Torch 7.5]]</ref>

Jessica survived the sabotage and was stranded alongside [[Riley]], [[Jamie Rinke]], and multiple other Wardens' personnel and ex-prisoners near a frontier settlement.<ref name="II17.6"/> Meanwhile, her notes about [[Breakthrough]] get delivered to [[Victoria Dallon]] as a contingency measure.<ref>[[Polarize 10.13]]</ref>

Jessica was second in command of the group, and was assigned to keep an eye on parahumans.<ref>Jessica nodded.  “I was second in command of our little group.  Leader when Van- when the self-elected leader wasn’t around or when he was sleeping. There were other, more distant camps, and he’d visit them.  The parahumans who had previously been prisoners or test subjects were in an isolated camp as well, about twenty minutes away from the main camp.  I was in charge of that one.  Making sure they were happy, keeping an eye out for danger.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2019/10/19/sundown-17-6/ Excerpt] from [[Sundown 17.6]]</ref>

Shortly after [[Valkyrie]]'s arrival, Jessica had an ugly fight with Bonesaw because of mutual suspicion and both of them being on the end of their wits.<ref>This- a whirl of intensity, Jessica reaching out with a bleeding arm, grabbing a thin wrist, slamming it down into rocky ground until the attacker dropped the blade.  Frantic, even though it meant losing traction, Jessica reached out and swiped the knife, sending it flying ten or fifteen feet.<br/><br/>The hands that grabbed her arms were small.  Fingernails dug into forearm, and came away with fine white lines caught beneath small fingernails that had been painted pink.<br/><br/>Jessica knelt on the offending hand, pinning it down, and strangled- 
Strangled Bonesaw.<br/>[...]<br/>''Bonesaw never came back.  Jessica quit being a therapist.'' - [https://www.parahumans.net/2019/09/21/from-within-16-12/#comment-103681 Excerpt] from [[From Within 16.12]]</ref> She was injured during the fight and, feeling inadequate, quit her job shortly after returning to [[The City]].<ref>“But that was what I felt in that moment.  In working with people with criminal inclinations, part of my job is to protect society, and working with five people with powers, only two a real and present concern, I’d failed to protect a tiny, primitive microcosm of society.  I got angry.  Desperate.  I tried to make her show me.  And somewhere in the midst of it, she lashed out, I grabbed her, or the other way around.”<br/><br/>“Are you okay?”<br/><br/>“She dug her fingers into my arm,” Jessica touched her sleeve.  “And used contacts on her nails to manipulate my nerves, trying to make my arm turn against me.  Tensed muscles until they tore from bone.  I still don’t have the strength I did, I still have constant pain, and that may be a reminder of my lowest moment, furthest from the person I wanted to be.”<br/>[...]<br/>“I can’t support or help anyone until I relearn how to support and help myself,” she told me.  “I know you want and need me to be my old self, but I need to rediscover her, first.  For myself first, then for others.  If that’s even possible.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2019/10/19/sundown-17-6/ Excerpt] from [[Sundown 17.6]]</ref>

===Post-[[Attack on Teacher]]===
Jessica assisted [[Wayne Darnall]] during his evaluation of [[Victoria Dallon]] at the start of the second Shin crisis.<ref name="II17.4">[[Sundown 17.4]]</ref> Later that day, she explained to Victoria why she brought her into the therapy group and what happened after the portal incident.<ref name="II17.6">[[Sundown 17.6]]</ref>

===[[The Ice Breaks]]===
She talked with [[Tattletale]] about [[Lookout]]'s mental break.

Jessica met [[Breakthrough]], when they were returning from [[The Firmament]].<ref name="II19.10">[[Infrared 19.10]]</ref>

Her decision was one of the reasons for [[the Wardens]] to attempt to capture [[Chris Elman]] during the [[Victoria]]'s plague deployment.<ref>“And Chris?”<br/><br/>“They’re going to hunt him down. [...] He was spreading half-truths and they asked Jessica, who asked Riley, who said he was a problem.  They’ll imprison him and take away his stuff if they can.  Jessica said to, I think, as a compromise.” - [https://www.parahumans.net/2020/03/31/last-20-10/ Excerpt] from [[Last 20.10]]</ref>

===Ward Epilogue===
Jessica moved on to the teaching work.<ref>“Jessica’s doing some of the teaching work." - [https://www.parahumans.net/2020/04/25/last-20-e5/Excerpt] from [[Last 20.e5]]</ref>